Author: Lila Rose
Series: Hawks MC Series, Book 4.5
Genre: Fiction/Humorous/Romance/Erotica
Cover Designer: Louisa at LM Creations
Editor: Hot Tree Editing
Living a lie, Matthew ‘Mattie’ Alexander is exhausted. It’s not easy to keep up the pretence, the deceit, but it’s safer. Coming out to a world who so easily hate takes a courage he’s yet to find, so he pretends – pretends to be into women – pretends to love being a part of the university’s football team. It keeps him safe, hidden.
Until he meets Julian.
From the moment they first meet, Mattie knows life is about to change. He’s yet to determine if it is for the better or worse.
Living life through laughter, Julian is lonely. Without the jokes, the humour, he would be living on the edge of depression. Succumbing to his controlling father’s demands, Julian finds no joy in the path laid out before him.
Until he meets Mattie.
As soon as they cross paths, Mattie has the power to drive Julian’s man parts crazy with lust. But can lust be enough to help Mattie out of the closet, and guide Julian into a happier place?
Review:
****4 stars****
This was my first book by Lila Rose. Coming out is a book about Julian and Mattie. Mattie is keeping his sexual preference a secret from his friends and family. Julian is out but also keeping a secret from his friends about his family.
Mattie is on the football team at his school when he meets Julian the team masseur. Instantly Mattie feels attracted to Julian but Julian just thinks he is making fun of him because he is gay.
Mattie is shy and has not been with anyone yet. He has very supportive parents but is afraid to come out.
Until he meets Julian.
Julian is 36 years old and is out but also living a lie. His neighbor Melissa is the only one who knows what is troubling him.
When Julian and Mattie get together at school for their treatments they hide their feelings from each other until they meet in a bar one night while Julian is picking up someone.
"What are you doing?" Mattie
"What do you mean?" Julian
"He means. why did you interrupt their little… tomfoolery?" Melissa
He opened his mouth , closed it, only to open it again to say,
"He shouldn't want to..get with married men - Mattie
"Why do you care what I do? Julian
"I shouldn't " Mattie
He shouldn't what? Care? My heart thumped,smiled and screamed : he cared- Julian
This is a fast paced book with secrets from the past and about learning to be the real you. Mattie and Julian are the perfect match despite their age difference and when the young Mattie gets all alpha male he will make your heart thump.
This will not be my last book by Lila Rose. I gave it 4 stars due to the length not the content
Other Books in the Series
Holding Out
Hawks MC Series, Book 1
Available HERE
Climbing Out
Hawks MC Series, Book 2
Available HERE
Finding Out
Hawks MC Series, Book 2.5
Available HERE
Black Out
Hawks MC Series, Book 3
Available HERE
No Way Out
Hawks MC Series, Book 4
Available HERE
Lila Rose has moved about Australia a lot of her life. Currently, she lives in country Victoria Australia with her husband and two children.
Lila is addicted to coffee, chocolate and reading.
She also loves to write humorous romance. For all novels that come from her weird brain, check out her website!
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Thank you so much for taking the time to read and review for Lila <3
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